In two weeks I will be meeting a couple of men whom I’ve never met before. Brothers. My brothers. It feels strange to even utter the words, really. “Brothers.” Growing up there was my sister, J., and often I related to life as an only child, J. being eleven years my senior. At age 16, after … Continue reading »
Christmas Lights (in May)
Yep, I know it’s strange to be writing about Christmas lights in May, but I am. I can. It’s my blog! And, here’s the reason: for the past two and a half months since Maycee’s diagnosis of Anxiety Disorder it’s like we’ve been fiddling with a strand of faulty Christmas lights. We were, at first, … Continue reading »
It’s a High-Five Morning (and My 100th Post)!
Yesterday I posted on Facebook that as a parent it is my job to continue thinking outside of the box when it comes to my child. I say this because with everything that has been going on with my kiddo, it’s easy to get caught up in “the way things used to be”. It’s easy … Continue reading »
Happy 2nd Anniversary to Me!
Hi, Everybody! Yes, it’s true! I’ve been officially blogging for two full years. Can you believe it? No? Neither can I (smiling). When I began this blog I think I had about three subscribers for most of the first year…no…maybe I had up to five or so (chuckling)…and only a handful more commenters. But, … Continue reading »
Seemingly From Out of Nowhere: Childhood Anxiety Disorder
If you are a parent, particularly of school-aged children, then I hope you will read this very special post I’m writing today. I’ve taken a three-week hiatus from writing while embarking on what may become a life-long journey for my 9-year-old learning to cope with Childhood Anxiety Disorder. Six weeks ago I had no idea what … Continue reading »
Another 15 Minutes
Since my last post about my daughter experiencing Anxiety Disorder at age 9, it feels as if I’ve lived a full 2 months in only 2 weeks. Life has been a whirlwind, to say the least, of Internet research, doctors, therapists, school administration, phone calls, emails, and text messages all in the effort to help … Continue reading »
Sitting Outside in the Sun
For over three weeks now I haven’t slept through one full night. Maycee was sick with the flu the first week, and then, somehow, as she wasn’t getting better, the flu transitioned into full-blown childhood anxiety. Maycee has had periods of anxiety before…from toddlerhood until now. She’s acted out physically from picking at the skin … Continue reading »
Thriller Night
I’ve missed you, fellow bloggers and readers! Maycee has been sick for over nine days and not just with a cold, not just with the flu, but both coming and going. Nights have been restless with many interruptions from coughing and sore throats, and the 9-year-old attitude has been in full force, fiery with aggravation because … Continue reading »
It’s Okay
Sunday I was out at the stable with Maycee getting ready for her to have a lesson and for me to accompany her in the arena for a short and easy ride on my horse. Before riding, however, my trainer suggested that I lunge Hi-C in the small round pen first, just to get the wiggles … Continue reading »
Morning Drop Off
This morning Maycee and I went to the ranch to bring all of our beloved horsey friends their special Friday carrots and apples. I love getting up early on these mornings during which I not only prepare Maycee’s school lunch and her breakfast, but I also prepare coffee for myself and cut up a dozen or … Continue reading »
Thank God for Blue Jeans and Bedtime Tea
(Written at 10:45PM, January 17) Tonight, I know, I just know I’m going to dream about horses. It was “one of those days”. And, because it was “one of those days” I plan to enjoy the reprieve of a peaceful sleep, and horses of all colors will fill the green hillsides of my slumber. They’ll … Continue reading »